Dark Pact (Summary)

Those voices in my head
keep me awake in bed
they hardly let me sleep
they do not let me rest
the line begins to blur
I don't know if I'm real
it leaves the senses numb
it does not let me feel
Ivan beginning to take control of Ana before she marries him to free her mind.

they tell me every story
that I already know
they have the past come haunt me
I want to let it go
every mistake I've made
words I wish I had never said
if there's a God I'd pray to him
and ask if he could take it all away

Ana having Isaars and Morrigan trying to convince her to kill Ivan.

 

I don't know why I'm here
or what I'm supposed to do
can someone tell me
with age I get more confused
and no one to tell it to
can someone help me

Ana having to study numerous tomes.

 

existential
thoughts, experimental
I am going mental
mind is intellectual
existential
thoughts, experimental
I am going mental
mind is intellectual

Ana realizing she's pregnant and needing a way out.

 

those voices out the door
try to help and try to give me more
I never thought of ending what I settled for
I always needed more
So I guess that's just me
one addictive personality
I tried to see the light I could never see
but the overthinking blinded me

Ana fighting against Isaars, Seth, Terran, and Lily who want her to give up the pact with Ivan since it will allow her to help them all.

 

I don't know why I'm here
or what I'm supposed to do
can someone tell me
with age I get more confused
and no one to tell it to
can someone help me

Ana fighting the overwhelming dread and studying more tomes to try and free Seth from Norris, along with Ivan from Morrigan.

 

Existential
Thoughts, experimental
I am going mental
Mind is intellectual (Can someone tell me)
Existential
Thoughts, experimental
I am going mental
Mind is intellectual (Can someone help me)

Ana outsmarting both Norris and Morrigan, capturing Morrigan and preventing Norris from tormenting Seth further. Taking her more down the path of darkness.

 

I don't know what this is
and maybe I'm not supposed to
I don't know what you are
but for now I guess I trust you
I don't know what this is
and maybe I'm not supposed to
I don't know what you are
but for now I guess I'll trust you

I guess I'll leave it in the air for now

Ana as she reevaluates her life and deciding the only person she can trust for support is Ivan. Further solidifying her determination.

 

Existential
Thoughts, experimental
I am going mental
Mind is intellectual (Can someone tell me)
Existential
Thoughts, experimental
I am going mental
Mind is intellectual (Can someone help me)
I don't know why I'm here
Or what I'm supposed to do
Can someone tell me
With age I get more confused
With no one to tell it to
Can someone help me

Ana bracing to face the latest batch of enemies as she moves to solidify the unification of common goals for the fleet.