Friday, August 23, 2019

Fractured Mind (TW: Blood and Death)

[Music and Inspo]

The day and night had taken a toll she was not prepared for. Her body was crying out in pain even though the wounds had been healed. She felt the building anger in her and couldn't place where to direct it.

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H̛̙̮͉̤̉͊̔̈́̚͢͝͠͝ḙ̛̥̯̝̀̑͋̈́͢ͅ t̴̖̳̟͔̖̭̞̀́͆̔͐̈́̉͘͘ư̧̺͚͔̻͎̲͗̈̽̀́͘͢͡͠͝r̭͖͈̰͕̜͖̒̉̏͒̐͋̈́̄n̡̡̰͈̦͙͈̯̯̂̋́̀̿̓̓̆͠ē̛̻͙̪͇͖̯͖̠̦͋͋̉̿̕̕͝ͅd͕͎̱̝̫͗́́̋̋͊́͠ͅ y̴̜̻͕̞͑͑͋͌̏͊̓̄̿͜͡o̴̞̜͚̦̙̦̪̓̾̀̊̿̽̃̄́͠u̧̨̮͙͊̓͒̇̃͑̃͂͢͡ į͚͔̫̘͑̽͊͒̓́̾̄̀n̟̪̦̪̫̭͓̠̘̩͆͗̍̉́̈͒̚͘ţ̞͇͈̤̆̀̾̐̆͗͛͑͛́o̶̰̠͓̳̱̤͆̋̈́̐͜͠ ạ̶͍̻̪̭̥͍̜͂̀͋̓̎͌̋̕ m̸̮̗̰͎̬͈̺̩̜͑͆̃̉͊͗͝ơ̷̗͚͙͕̱͛̈́͆̑̒̈̈̕ñ̪̙̻͖͛̈́͋̓͢͞s͉̳̻̘̟̐̈̐͗̌͘͞t̷̢̲͉͍̮̽̒̍͋̉̎̔͞ḛ̷͎̱͕̝͉̼̮͋̎͊̋̑̏̾͢͝r̵̻̬͍̖͍̈́͑̌́̀̈́̐͜͡.̴̡̡̧͔̗͎͎̉̏̾͐͊
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She hissed in pain, bringing a hand to her head. Her eyes beginning to become engulfed in blackness, "I'll kill him."

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D̵͈̗̮͉͖̻͙̰͉̑̇̂̌̌̋̔̚͡e̶̢̛̤̪̙̗͇̻̓͂̎̑͡s̛̩̲̻̮̰͐̽́̏̅͟͞͠t̷̢̛͖̭͍͙̪̀̇̆̀̆͊́̓̐ͅr̷̡̛̹͎̠͖͓͐̈́̎̍ǫ̠͚͔͔̻̼̦̀͆͋͗͜͠͡ỳ̬͎͇͓̳̰͎̞̘̂̑͆͋̈́̀̚͜ ť̵̡͉̪̤̬̘̦̲̩̱̏͊́̈́͗̾̆̀h͚̰̣͇͔̮̀͆̓͆̑͟ȩ̵̛̛̖͙̥̲͚͇̬̏̎́́̎͟͟ b̸̼̮͔̘̪̼͛̏̓͛͐̀̈́l̸̛̩̘̻̖̤̲͎͎̓̋̾̋̕ǫ̗͓͎̥͙̞̻̀͋̿͂̈̂͘͟͟͞o̶͔̘͖̦̹͒͒̒̇̅͑͝d̸̛͕̥͔̼̟̒͊̍̔͑̔̿͜͝ l̵̦͈̬͉̣͕̰͋͗̔̌̏̌̚ę̸͇̼̙̝͚̎̽̏̓̒̑͜t̸̛̛̮̩̬͇̻̂̃̒͢t̨̲̦̭͔̤̬́̀̀͛̉͑̈́̚͟͝͠e̡̡̛͔͇͔͕͍̤̋̂̋͑͂͑͢͢͞͞ŕ̸̨̡͕̯͙̩̬̤̑͋͊͋̑͠.̴̛̛̹͈͉̼̫̝̻͇̯͎͛̊̇ F̢̡̞̞͖̖̬̠̜͋̾́̓̓̀i̧̞̺̺͖̲̤͕̲̇̓̈̈́̓͗̇͡ņ̷̡͍͔̲̠̩̼̂͌̓̉̂͛̾̓͒i̠̱͙̗͔̬̾̑̀̈̉š͍͚̫̅̈̑͆͗̽̊̎̐͢ͅh̴̥͙͓̱̟͛͒͐̋͐̍͐̈͢ͅ h̴̨͎̬͖̓̓̓̀̈́̔̔͘̚ͅi̷̧͔͇̺̠͍͑̇͐͂͒̈̃͒m̫̥̼̣͖̳̅̅̓̆͌͂̅́̅ b̖̩͉͕̯͍̟̙̖̌́̿̋͐̂́̕̚é͈͖̫̯̻͛͂̎̒̿̈́́͋͘ḟ̧̗̥̳̜̮͌̓͒̿̾̅̑͆̾͟ö̴̖͍̤͙̼̟͉̮́̑̈́̋̂͟͞͠ͅř̷̨̠̥͍̯̽̆̒͗̌͘͜͡e̶̯̻̬͖̙̻͓̜̅̀̾̍̚͜ m̴̡̧̼̲͚̮̭̍͊̐̏̊̅̽͢͜͞͠͡ȏ̢͔̪̭͒̌́̒͜͢͟ͅr̷͔̝̗̪̲̰̩̤͔͗̌̾̐̌ȩ̵͉͎̞̘̖̖̲̟̏̽̂̓̑̋͡ f̶̪̱̰̳̹̟̐̋̏́̔͒͆̽͠ą̖͕̣̺̑͑͐̏̇͞͡l̵̬̞͕͚͖̱͓̠͗͋͋̽̿͟͞͞͞l̳͔̙̖̜͍͈̈́̓̀̐̾̕͜ͅ.̛̣̞̗͙̣̮̋̂̅̌̽̃̆̽͠ͅ
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No. Stop!

Her eyes reverted to normal, looking around. She wasn't in her home anymore. She looked around then down at her hands and gasped. She released her grip and the large Koi Fish fell to the ground, limp and lifeless.

"What was I-.. When did I-..." She quickly retreated from the pond, her robe soaked up to her thighs.

She felt her eyes widen, the pool and land around her beginning to flicker between it's normal tranquil self and being soaked in blood. She brought her hands up to her head as she backed into the cobblestone wall foundation behind her. 

"W-What is he doing to me?!" She shook a bit, feeling the flames on her skin again yet knowing she was not burning.

Her gaze shifted from the deep crimson waters up towards the other buildings around and felt a lump form in her throat. All she saw was engulfed in flames and smoke. Slowly the creeping sound of screams filling her ears. Bodies strewn about everywhere as the normal pearly sand and lush grass of The Isle were now painted in colors of red, blue, and green. 

The faint word of "Ana?" calling out to her but her hands moved to her arms, nails clawing into her skin.

Ana?!

She saw the looming shadow of a man come before her face, and the grasp of something trying to pry at her hands.

"GO AWAY!" She let out a shriek as ice flew around her, eyes closing tightly in fear.

"ANA!" The voice became clearer, the sound of a woman she knew.

The screams and roaring flames began to die out as she felt her being grasped by the shoulders and shook. Her eyes open and stare up at fair face of a human woman; her deep blue gaze and light hair helping bring the girl back to reality.

"Cy-Cyrenia?" Ana's voice whimpered out, her lip trembling.

 "Ana what's happening? The ocean is in turmoil." The woman asked, looking at the blood on the girl's arms.

"It wasn't real.." Ana told herself, letting out a breath, "Damn it. I'm fine now.. I promise."

"Ana..." Cyrenia began to warn.

"I know.. Don't fall for illusions.. It just.. Felt so real." Ana began to relax, rubbing a hand down her face, "I'm going to sleep.. You can rest now."

"Do I need to tell the Adm-"

"No! No. I'm fine. Let him rest.." Ana cut her off.

The woman sighed heavily, "Go see Rawley in the morning.. You hear me?"

"Yes.. Right." Ana agreed, feeling exhausting setting in. 

"Good night, Adriana." Cyrenia eyed her suspiciously.

"Good night." Ana quickly ducked back into her house.

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